time: 10:40pm

good evening! as i write this, i'm eating some food while watching manlybadasshero on the side. it's one of my study breaks, so i figured it was about time to update my journal with the day's exploits :) every day my exam gets closer (only 2 more days now...) and while i'm nervous, i think i'll be okay? i just need to practice more on the math side, i'm sure i can figure out the philosophical side more from just reading...slides, and stuff...? i don't know, maybe that's not a good way to think ;w;

let's see, what did i do today. i woke up around 10 and lazed around until 11 again, so you know, not the best start to the day. then i lazed around some more instead of studying hahaha but i eventually got to it a little later, if 'getting to it' can be considered as 'watching lectures in the background while playing mini creata world on my phone'. i can't help it, my lecturer's voice is really monotonous and makes me want to doze off...but he's a good teacher!! it's just that i don't have a good focus.

actually, i'm a little unsure whether i'm supposed to write a diary entry every day, but i'm just gonna, because i kind of feel like it? but i won't update the changelog every time i write a new diary ww. let's see...other than that i had my usual exercise, and this dinner time i had a poke bowl. i should stop ordering things, these days ~ let's eat something nice at home tomorrow, because on friday i'm definitely going to treat myself with some cake or a starbucks or something after my exam! ugh, gross 9am exam...

it's not a bad thing that it's early, which means after the exam i can just lie in bed and stay comfortable for a few hours until i decide to get out of bed. i'll take the weekend off then too, woohoo ~

i'm a little tired, so let's leave today's entry here. see you tomorrow!

time: 10:14pm

why hello there! for a moment i actually forgot that neocities is completely public, so when i updated my page and someone followed me i was like ??? for a second but then i remembered that people can still find your pages. it's not a big issue to me but i just forgot hehe. well then, hello to anyone reading my diary!! i'll try and find a way to input a guestbook sooner or later, i'd like to make some new friends too hehe. that is, whenever, i get my time around to...introducing myself on here. www

anyway! my day! i woke up today at 10 as usual but i was so sleepy i lazed around until 11...not very good for my study schedule, but i did study today! i did lots of sequent practice for my logic exam on the 10th. again, not very concerned, but also not very excited about it. i should probably start practicing and getting my head around the more theoretical concepts soon instead of always focusing on the logic questions and math part -- but that's important too ; w ;

my cousin came home today!! it's been almost 2 years since i saw her properly so it was really great to see her!! me and my other cousins went out for dinner together, which did take a chunk of time out of my studying, but do you know what? i don't really mind! it was really fun to sit and enjoy delicious food and catch up, even though she's doing like majorly technical things i won't even pretend to understand lol

other than that, i've been making some progress on the site!! it's been pretty fun chitchatting on this journal page too -- maybe this is why people write diaries? i only hope that i can keep to it because otherwise what would be the point....

i finally learned how to use position:absolute!! i'm very excited. i'm going to be positioning things everywhere now, it's very exciting. i also learned how to use this chinese version of pinterest called xiao hongshu (?) or something like that? it supposedly means "little red book" or something, but there's a lot of super cute things on it!! i wanna use it for maybe this site or like digital journaling, too. not to mention the super cute dress up doll stickers! apparently it's called a 'little mochi'. maybe i'll put one on my index page after i decorate her!

tomorrow: let's try to study more! i believe i can do it!

see you all tomorrow!

time: 8:52pm

goood evening! i'm writing this diary while waiting for my break to end. i've been doing the pomodoro timer while practicing equations for my logic exam this thursday...(⌯˃̶᷄ ﹏ ˂̶᷄⌯) while i'm kind of nervous for the exam come thursday, i'm not that nervous? i think that honestly i have an alright average enough to pass no matter what my grade, but of course i'm going to work as hard as i can to make sure i get the best grade possible!! it would be so nice to get a HD for something...

so i've been spending all day practicing equations and stuff...tomorrow i'll try and look through some past exams and make some proper notations on theoretical topics, so hopefully it can help more in the exam? apparently the first 50% of it is going to be all math stuff so i need to get my head around RAA and disjunction for natural deduction first so i can do good! semantic tableaux is a lot easier hehe

other than that let me see...i've been trying to read more here and there so i'm tackling a book for my habitica thingy which is a collection of a bunch of hp lovecraft stories. it's not difficult per se, it's just not very interesting? i'm tackling it anyway, though -- it's good practice in teaching me how to be a big girl and reading books like i should be! ...or something like that lol

i played some pc building simulator during a break today! it was really fun!! i'll play more tonight. this schedule of playing games for only a bit before i sleep is pretty neat so far, so i'll keep sticking to it for the time being. ugh, i'm not looking forward for a friday early morning exam...hopefully i'll be able to be sane during it waaahh

chat more tomorrow! or later!

time: 10:20pm

hello there! it's my first post on my diary! i think maybe i'll archive all the posts at the end of every week so things are nice and neat? honestly i haven't decided yet hahaha

can you believe it!! i'm back on neocities!! i'm going to work hard on this site for a while until i eventually get sick of it because i know i will...probably eventually get sick of it and forget that it exists, but hopefully i won't! i think it'll be fun to have this sort of thing collated and collected for me to read in the future, and how better to do it on a pretty little neocities site! (though idk how much i can really do because i don't want to pay for subscription heem heem.

what did i get up to today...well i barely slept last night i had too much fun playing games with miles!! i love miles he's very very important to me ; w ; he means the world to me and more!! we went on a couple of dates using dovey and that was really fun, too.

uhh what else did i get up to. i woke up and then i watched kod stream the council all day! it was actually all day i woke up at around 11am and then spent the day watching and playing some games. i might play more games later, but i spent lots of time working on this site -- hopefully i can make more progress tomorrow, though i'll be focusing more on studying first so i can get my next exam over with! i'm nervous but i'm feeling a bit like...blase about it? i probably shouldn't lol

i don't actually know what time my next exam is LMAO i have like 5 more days to study for it...i'm nervous but also i'm really tired and i'm excited for it to be over!! i'll work really hard tomorrow though and go back to doing studying and practice for my logic exam and then afterwards i can take a break the weekend after that too!

following that is my japanese exam hoho....hoho.....

...well, i'll do my best!! i'll do some kind of schedule like wake up at maybe 10am, have breakfast, study study study taking breaks to work on the site every 25 min, have lunch and play a game + watch some videos, study study study....and then at night i can take time off from 12am to 2am to play some games and work on my thing unless i feel like i haven't studied enough. is that a good schedule???? LMAO

anyway!! that's all for now i think. i'm gonna go take a shower and continue to work on this site later! check back in with you tomorrow!